While I'm glad that you had a good conversation, I'm afraid it's just going to be a matter of time before something bad comes up and you start moving downhill again.
Have you sought help or support yet?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.