Piecing is almost harder than before #2...

[XYZ]

Harrier - I get you man.

This is the part that is the hardest for me....

But she did all that stuff during the height of the EA too.

My sitch is a little different, there was no EA or PA at all. However, there is a similarity. They can compartmentalize. I think back to when W was telling me about her bad times. I see those bad times, but I also see plenty of good times during the same time-frame. If things were so bad, how could they also be so good? W says that was when she "was trying". WTF. So how do I know that the good times now are really good? Are those just more "trying" or are they real? How will I EVER know that when things are good they are "really" good or just "trying" to be good? That's the part that drives my second thoughts and hence my crazy-ness. It would be so much easier if it had really been just plan bad before and now was better.