Think of your sitch like her being a kid in a candy store. She'll want it more when she feels it's not always going to be available to her. That's what she wants to experience with the D, but you don't have to be D to get that feeling.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.