I think the problem is, she keeps her emotions in and I put mine on my sleeve. You know where you stand with me where she has to process them.

But that hurts me because while she processes, I get pushed away. Maybe half the battle is understanding that?

This is mostly venting here...thank God I have this to do because I can guarantee I wouldn't be with her right now.

m 40
w 38
married 15
together 18
d11, d8
bomb 12/19/10
2nd bomb 3/30/11
COMPLETELY DONE