At the last stop

[Orchid37]

well, I came home early today and started to make a bucket list. Made plans with a friend to spend saturday with her at a spa and then have a "slumber party" with her thru sunday and watch sex and the city marathon. That made me feel so much better.

It is taking me so much more time than I want to start moving forward.
And then I realized that its been 2 weeks since I found everything out. Sigh. Its only been 2 weeks???? Why does it feel like YEARS!!!??? and then at times, it feels like SECONDS!

I wish I could be less emotional....but how do you do that? No answers....just need to make it one day at a time.... one moment at a time.....

I'm going to work on a presentation for work - for 15 min today. I will just start it. Its due in 2 weeks.....need to start doing something sometime.....these days my couch is getting a lot of time.....