Hey G, you backslid. It happens. Now you know what not to do again. No need to beat yourself up over it. You cant undo it but you can use the knowledge moving forward.
Your h is sending mixed signals and feeling you out. Here's the thing, you need to detach some more. You have to learn to not let what he says or does affect you. Hard, yes, but doable.
So, moving forward, you need to live your life. You dont care what he is saying because you are GALing and making changes and finding out who you are, right?
He is confused and lost. So, if you continue to hang on and analyze every single thing he says, you will make yourself crazy.
let him blow in the wind right now. You walk your journey. Let him walk his.
