Rolling with the punches

[Redo]

Thanks mike.

Funny, secretly hoping that my life 'might' be better when we divorce as i 'might' find someone better has become this drug that somehow is keeping me in better spirits this week.

But i know just like a drug, once this fantasy is revealed, i will go through withdrawal. I don't know though. I am already looking forward to getting into a new relationship soon if divorce becomes final. But i do think that it might be a bad idea as i really have not worked on improving myself

well i did one thing that i plan to pursue to keep my mind focused. To write my GRE exam. Cant wait to register for that next week.