I am scared. I'm scared of the future. I'm scared of losing everything I have loved. I'm scared of the unknown.
CS, this is a very natural feeling. I too felt this way early on and I can tell you now looking back, it will pass.
The sooner you take control of YOUR life the faster the feeling will go. Start envisioning all the good things in your life and future.
My biggest fear was that I was going to be D and wiould never find anyone else. Well, i faced my fears, moved towards D b/c W dragged her feet and start to realize I was an awesome catch. OW were noticing me. Only you can write your future. What do you want and where do you want to go?
Bomb 8/09. Brief piecing 12/10. D-2/12 Two incredible kids D9,S6 Leading new life! “Success is not to be pursued; it is to be attracted by the person we become."