I have been piecing with my H for 3 years and things are really getting hard on me. I love him, but he is always drinking or at the bar 3-7 hours a night. he is not wearing his wedding band AGAIN (says he has lost it.....again), he watches porn every morning while I am still asleep in bed and he doesnt want to touch me lately, snaps at me, and is disinterested in my life. He is also bi-polar. AUUAAAAHHHHGGG!!! NOT AGAIN< is all I can think. I dont want to loose him. we get along great most the time. He is just out of control right now and I dont know how to react. Last night we had a blow out fight, cause he kept saying "he was worried I will kick him out and I hate him", I said "your worried??? cause I am afraid your going to leave me again". We went to bed seperately, and this morning he said we will talk about it tonight. Some one help me, I am so scared!!!!!!!!! Thanks, TIPPER
