I read your words and can just imagine how much pain you feel.
((reccos)).
You do realise in reading what she's written it is truly all about her and not about you?
reccos, you need to take care of you. Your W is totally focussed on herself right now.
She doesn't really know what she wants, and in most cases of walk aways, I don't believe they truly understand what they really do have, to so easily to discard it.
If you can possibly swing it to talk to a DB counselor, I believe you would find it of value.


BITS
Me-51, WAS-52
Kids 2
M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013
Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice.
Love is a action and choice you make, every day.