Living a Country Song - Part III

[Redo]

I don’t even know if I can decipher my own feelings right now. My brain seems to be flying 1,000 mph. It is like trying to watch a movie in fast forward. You catch bits, but cannot follow the plot.

Not a good day overall, I did much better over the weekend. Hopefully I can relax tonight. I need a beer….

Hey country, I am in the same boat right now. I think this weekend it sorta hit me that i am doing a mistake waiting on my W. I am much better off without her and moving on myself. Who knows, maybe i'll find a better partner. The only thing that draws me back to her is our daughter and the life i can give of them.