I think I am doing better with the detaching. At this point I feel that I am ok with the marriage ending or continuing. I actually prefer the times when my wife is not at home. When its just me and the kids, I actually have a much better time. I find that when she is around I feel more depressed.
The communication with my wife is very strange. She is very friendly, funny and warm when communicating via phone or email. In person though it is a totally different approach. She is much more reserved and distant. Not sure why this is.
With each day that passes, I feel more comfortable with who I am today based on the changes that I have made. I am a much better person than I was at the start of this journey.
My wife recognizes these changes, but is not comfortable at this time with reinvesting emotionally in the marriage.
