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[LearningPatience]

Grr,
I agree with everyone here that you haven't backslid. If anything, it was just unfulfilled expectations. I think it's natural to see this thaw and expect that spring is here, not realizing it was a January warm spell. Doesn't mean that spring won't finally come, it's just further down the calendar.

Almost exact same thing recently happened with W and I. It was a wake up call to me that WAS are still confused and living in their own painful fog. It's easy to forget that.

You seem to be doing well on your journey. Keep it up and things will work out for the best, whatever the best might be!