My good nights sleep ended very early today. I woke up about 345am and could not stop thinking about last night, and praying that it was not a dream.
As far as being on a slippery slope, I say that because I was put up there by my W. It will become more stable with time, if her actions back up what she said last night. I do not act like I am on that slope with her, it is just the reality of where I am at emotionally right now. I am not on solid ground, but I think I can see it.
I will stay focused on my goal and what I need to do to get there. She told me several times last night she just needed a little more time, and asked me if that was ok. I told her that I wasn't going anywhere, and that was all we had was time.
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M:34 W:28 SD:9 D:6 (pr) M:3 T:6 Separated 1/16/11 ILYBNILWY 10/25/10 PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10
I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...