...After much rollercoaster riding, I am giving her what she wants.
It becomes easier once you get off the coaster, once you are emotionally prepared to move on without her.
It's called detaching. I've been thru hell for four months. And finally reached a point where I can move on with or without.
Even with her under the same roof and in the same house, you can still GAL and take care of the kids and let her go. It's possible. In fact, it is the only recourse.
Only then will you realize that you are the stronger party, the steady rock, your happiness does not depend on her, your light shines brightly, you do not allow anything she does to "hurt" your feelings, you are more prepared to forgive her than she is to forgive herself.
It has taken me four and a half months. You'll get there. Try and enjoy your life while you have it and let the time go by.
Prayers Pickle
Very wise.
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
