Maybe I just never grew up. Maybe I don't want to change so much. Maybe I don't want to get healthy. Maybe I don't want to be what my W wants anymore. Maybe I want to self destruct.
That is 5 maybe's by my count. Maybe.......you should first sit down and decide what YOU want to be. Maybe you need to think what you have brought to the decline and kill that in you. It is a process and it is painful. You have read my sitch I struggle with this. If you go back to my first few post though and compare them to now you realize it is not impossible.
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Trying to decide who I REALLY am
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What I REALLY want
When you find that, you will begin to heal and really make progress. UNTIL you do, you are stuck
