Quick journal entry for tonight. Life with my W is strange. We sit on the couch together and watch TV, we sleep in the same bed, but there is a distance between us. We have pleasant talks and I remain upbeat and positive, but I worry about what is going on in her head. She isn't working and she has lots of free time, she often doesn't leave the house all day. I'm the LBS, but I think I'm in better emotional shape than her. I know I should strive for loving detachment and let her work out what is in her head on her own, but part of me still wants to help her. She has an appt this week with her therapist, and she is usually in a better mood afterwards. I think she is using the therapy and her divorced friends advice to build up her confidence to the point where she feels empowered enough to make a decision about what she wants to do with her future.
Me 46 W 43 M 17 S 14 D 11 ILYB 9/2010 EA began July/August 2010 ? PA began Nov/Dec 2010 ? I began DB in Jan 2011 I filed 7/12/11 Kids and I moved out 7/30/11 I'm in it for the kids and me.
