Country, Ok so you’ve taken a harder look at yourself.
If your anger at her causes you to self destruct then who gains? IMO no one.
This is about making it through this sh*t storm a better person. This is about improving yourself!
Look at this from another angle. If your W looked back over her shoulder tomorrow morning thinking “maybe I made a mistake” how would she perceive what she sees?
Doing what I am doing may not save my M, but I am dam sure going to become a better person for the experience, and someday when my W looks over her shoulder she will regret her decision to run away. It isn’t pretty, it may not be right, but I am finding motivation from it.
You can do this!
BITS Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55 D 30 S 27
You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill