Living a Country Song - Part III

[Truegritter]

I guess a part of me just questions all of this. How can it work if she never sees it?

That depends on you.

You can keep down this path if that it who you want to be or make some changes for you.

If she sees it and wants to be with the new perosn you have become

Then great if that is what you decide you want.

But

I have been a self destructive person for a long time. I care about my family SO much. But I have never cared that much about myself. I know that has almost everything to do with why I am here today.

OK.

That doesn't mean you have to be that guy the rest of your life.

First is recognizing what your choices have brought.

Next is wanting to be different.

Then Forgive yourself for your shortcomings.

Part of this is faith Country.

For your W to see you. For you to believe she can see you differently.

You have to see it yourself first.

You have to find what you want.

What do you want?