A New Day?

[islander]

I want to stress how unexpected tonight was. I was absolutely sure she wanted to talk about the D.

We exchanged several texts today about her coming over tonight.

I asked her if she wanted me to cook us dinner.

She said she did not know how we were going to get along bc last time she stormed out (Feb 14)

She said she wouldn't mind dinner, but did not want to waste my time.

I asked if she planned on walking out.

She said not unless we argue and i try to make her feel guilty.

I told her I never tried to make her feel guilty, everything I said was the truth. if u felt guilty, that is all u.

She said if she feels like sh!t, she is leaving.

I said see you at 5.

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On the 14th, I did DB, but then I also spoke the truth with love (not exactly DB, but I felt I needed to---read that post)

I know that last week, W went to her parents house crying and was stressed. She had not been there to talk to them in almost 3 months. She led them to believe that she was not as happy as she thought she would be, but also indicated she wasn't going to work on our M. She also said that I did not do anything wrong in our M per se, and that she had not done anything to work on it either. It was a rollercoaster, but her parents did say that they believed she still loved me.

I am on a slippery slope right now, and very scared about falling. But, I will take tonight for what it was. PROGRESS.