((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))) to you grr. Men are selfish jerks... that's my sexist feelings right now. They temp check, dangle strings, want us to want them but want to do what they want... who does that?
You haven't backslid at all. If he was 100% sure he wanted out then none of what happened the past week would've happened. He's not behaving like a guy who wants out completely.
Wish I had some advice but I'm not in a good place to give any. Just wanted you to know that I'm here and praying for you.
Me - 38, 2nd M, no living children, 1 forever 6 yr old boy H - 44, 3rd M, twins 16
Dating 4/07 M 10/08 Bomb #1 12/10 Bomb #2 1/11 Bomb #3 12/11