I made my first post yeserday and have had no response. Since the first week in Jan. I pleaded for my WAW to give us another chance, she said we only have a special friendship and cannot forget the time I wasn't there for her and we need to go our seperate ways. Since then we only communicate through texts about bills. She does come to town once a week to see the dog who recently had another acl surgery. ( this dog is our kid) There is some small talk but never about r. After that conv. in Jan. she said please be my friend. I told her that I couldn't now, maybe someday. I have been in the dark since but doing things I enjoy . My d is final in two months. Am I going about this right? I want so bad to fight for this and try to reason w her. I'm feel really LOST! The feeling of helplessness [censored].