Yeah, the other girl thing is kind of complicated. Things already started off way faster than I had intended. I need to make sure she understands my intentions. I am NOT looking to get into a “relationship.” I guess I don’t look at her as “moving on.” More of a way to get my mind to a better place. A way to detach. The crappy part about that, then I feel like I am using her. It doesn’t quite feel right.
Had a text exchange with the W, mostly necessary details. It was pretty cold…
M: Hey, I got everything worked out with daycare. Did you ever get your email working?
W: Oh, not yet – did you send one? BTW, D’s dr. appt is tomorrow at 10:15 I think.
M: No, I was going to. Tomorrow at 10:15, got it.
W: Is that the time I told you before? I can’t find where I wrote it down.
M: Yes, it’s in my calendar.
I was going to send her a song I did where I recorded my D’s sounds and put it over music. Probably not a good idea to send it anyways.
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