My H is still definitely at least in contact with OW. He insisted he had nothing to do with OW's new house that she is building and I searched public records and found his name and phone number on some of the permits issued.
I am so distraight. I feel like a fool and an idiot. We are supposed to go to visit H in college this weekend but I am sick to my stomach.
He has lied to me SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't even believe it. I know, I know I shouldn't be looking for this stuff, but I did and now I know. I think he is helping to build her house and then who knows? Maybe he'll move in. Timing could be just perfect seeing that my youngest will be headed to school.
I don't deserve this. I need to confront but am terrified. I want to leave this paperwork (that I found and printed online) on his desk but I know I need to clear my head and not be irrational.
Headed to the beach for a walk. Any advice is so appreciated.
Me - 49 H - 56 S - 23 D - 20 Married 25 years H moved out 10/11/13 H moved back in 10/13/13 H moved out again 8/1/14
