YR, I'm so sorry that the weekened turned out the way it did. You've done all you can do and now you must look out for yourself. I wish we all lived close enough to wrap you a nice, warm hug blanket.
Please take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
