I can't believe how nervous I am about his coming home. I have been so calm that I am so afraid to be upset. I hope I don't get an anxiety attack from working myself up too much.
I am reminding myself: the old H is not walking through the door when he comes back. No matter how pleasant our conversations were by phone, it doesn't mean he has changed at all.
The house will be clean, the atmosphere will be calm, it will be just another day in Angel's household.
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go
