I'm feeling discouraged today. When H. said " You know my position." I got the impression he's resolute in that, determined to divorce no matter what. Anything I have to say now or in the future is so much hot air to be ignored and discounted. I'm tired. Tired of everything. Tired of plodding along. Tired of seeing no change in my marital situation. Tired of our kids been shuttled around like packages. I have not contacted him today, not even to reject me. Seems sorta silly now, seeing as I've already got the ultimate in rejection in a big F you and a email statement of intent to divorce my butt.
Just shoot me now.
BITS Me-51, WAS-52 Kids 2 M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013 Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice. Love is a action and choice you make, every day.
