Just because you haven't seen a big step forward doesn't mean that GFIL passing away hasn't changed your R. It's just going to take time and maybe a slight change in tactics.
Keep focusing on what works. Keep being the person you have worked so hard to be.
And let the things that are beyond your control go. Leave them up to God. That's his job after all.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2