Right now I am feeling so overwhelmed by everything - especially my responsibilities at work - that I would rather just retreat back here and hide.
I'd rather just come back here and talk about working on my stuff instead of just rolling up my sleeves and actually settling in to do the work.
F**k.
That's what I love about the truth. Once we've seen it, we can't unsee it. We can only pretend we didn't see it.
And I, for one, am done pretending.
I have a lot of work to do right now, so rather than avoiding it as usual by giving myself some other diversion or distraction, I'm simply going to make a note that later on I want to talk about the messages of overwhelm and inadequacy.
That's all for now.
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
