Those things up there in your sig. Good qualities.
So where does your self doubt lie?
Find it. Hunt it down and kill it.
Take a step for YOU.
Where does my self-doubt lie.
In my stories.
In the tales that I tell myself.
In my reactions and projections.
Where does my self-doubt lie.
It lies in my clinging to the past and the identity I unconsciously accepted.
It lies in my dependence on a future that is always out of reach.
It lies in antiquated patterns of self-deception and protection.
My self-doubt is tricky and insidious. It has all the power of a brilliant mind ready to do it's bidding. Ready to jump on it's command.
My self doubt has owned me. It has taken over me. It has ruled me. It has gotten way out of hand and forced me out of the driver's seat of my life.
It has made me insecure. It has made me poor and miserable and feeling broken and always having less than I desire.
It has brought so much failure and misery and suffering and unhappiness in my life that there is no way I could ever measure or even mourn the damage that's been done.
But I am ready to move on.
Only the vaguest idea of what that will consistently look like in practice, but I know that I am ready and totally up to face the challenge.
Bring it.
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
