wow, i didnt realize how long its been since i last posted.
Just an update and final goodbye here.
I've busted my ass these last few weeks trying to complete the renovations on the house to get top dollar with what we have. I should be done in a day or two. Call me picky (and my W thinks so) but i have standards. We call the realtor today to sign the deal and go to market. Bittersweet.
The last few weeks have been surreal. I look at my W now and feel nothing. To hear her laughing with the kids and being happy while i work is irritating. I need to move on and find some peace. Also, my current job is really taxing mentally and i daydream of moving elsewhere....too soon, that will come next.
But i guess this is goodbye from DB. This board is great for support for those wishing or hopeful to get back with there WAS. I do not fit that category any longer. Put a fork in it, its done.
Surreal...all too surreal. confused, dazed, tired...i need clarity, and real love. My children will love, i know that, and for that i am thankful and will be happy.
To Michele for this website, theory and forum, the mods and others here who kindly answered to my posts or acknowledged them, a sincere thanks for helping me through this life changing event. Thank you for allowing me to keep my sanity and see whats important. To others still fighting the battle, battle on and be happy, you will know when its time to move on too. Do not fear it.
