Sitting at home with myself.

[Navyguy]

Back in DC. Last post was cut short because the flight attendant made me turn off my phone.

I ended up apologizing to W before I left, and it went fairly well. She acknowledged my need to be the kids father, and said she's deciding if he can come back and work on things, or come back and not work on things. Hopefully that means whatever happens I'll still be near our kids. D5 was a total wreck when I was saying goodbye she wouldn't let go of me...dont envy W having to deal with those emotions tonight. D5 even said she doesn't want to stay in Colorado with mommy and she wants to come to DC with me. Probably wasn't easy for W to hear, but she held the best poker face I've ever seen throughout the whole thing. She did tell D5 that she'll plan a visit for D5 out to DC soon. That was good and bad to hear...told me this wont be endung anytime soon. No hug from W this time either...probably because her friend told her that I thought after the hug last time i thought she was ready to get back together. W was very cold to me the entire day today. Well, another trip over...back to focusing on myself. Planning to go dark with W for awhile now...she wants space, she's gonna get it.