Sweetie, of course you deserve something better.

But you are trying to make sense of a man who is in crisis, who is lost and broken and gone bye bye.

It matters not what he is doing. He might one day have to answer for his actions. He might one day wake up and realize the devastation he has wrought. I'd rather be me any day of the week.

But what matters is that you are ok with you. It matters that you have acted with dignity, courage and grace. It matters that you have been there for your children.

It matters, IB. It matters.