Well, W has been a little more "communicative" the past few days. Yesterday, she encouraged me to buy a flat panel TV I'd been thinking about. She eagerly discussed a raccoon I had trapped the previous night.

She still avoids actaully spending time in the same room with me though. It almost feels like I've moved forward (emotionally) while she's still struggling. I don't know how she plans on living here and continue to avoid spending more than 5 mins in my presence at any one time. I don't understand where she is with that. Whatever.

Yes, I am finally off the rollercoaster. Havn't had a seratonin set back in over a week. My head is clear. All those hours in the chapel have brought me through to the other side.

I am pressing on with life, bought the TV. I am going to give her, her hearts desire (the D) and get out of her way. That's all I can do for now.

Me 53 XW 50
M 18 Years +2
S14 D19
Bomb 10-24-10
Served 1-27-11
Mediate 4-21-11
Civil D Final 6-2-11
No church anullment
"A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."