M-I understand you feeling that way. Nothing in my history would give you the belief that the changes are for real. I know my words have no meaning but I look forward to showing you every chance I get that I do not want to be that person anymore.
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I'm tired of worrying about my words and action, if she doesn't like it that it will be the final nail.
So which way is it? Maybe I don't understand your last post and what you said here. Are you going to continue your changes even if she D's you? Are you saying that she has to take you as you are or forget the whole thing?
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!