Hindsight is 20/20; and also a biotch. You have to play the cards you are dealt. ( I've always wanted to say that in a sentence; thanks Irish) lol
Be kind to yourself Irish. Turn 6 into 7 and 7 into 8. And if after 15 days you find yourself in a funk and a tear drops, so what? You are allowed to grieve. Better to let it out than to keep it in.
I must say you are sounding much stronger every day. Keep going.