Ok I will go with the goodbye sex story. I know what I have to do...just seem to be avoiding it. So thanks MrBond, AJMO and Alamo for your thoughful words. They really mean a lot. This whole thing is just a bunch of crap. WE ARE ALL GOING THROUGH CRAP. I hate it.
Time to find my strength. time to fight for me. I am worth more than this. I don't know why I did what I did, But I know what I will not do again. Holy this is hard. H tells me about multiple A and i still have sex with him. WTF? It is all wrong.
Me:35, 2 kids from PR H: 37, 2 kids with me T: 15 years M: 8 years in Feb. Second walk out: 14-01-2011 H had PA: 2007
