Tell me something y'all -- should I have just let her deal with our son alone since she walked out of this marriage? Yet, my responsibility to my son is just as strong a reason to be there for him even if mom acts and talks like a jerk when she feels like it.
Was it truly 100% for your son?
I know it is one of the hardest things to do, but being sad will only fog your brain. You need to be on top of your game right now. Emotions can wait.
That said, I had a moment of anger today. Wanted to scream and punch something. A few deep breaths. It passed.
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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.