Well, I haven't posted much lately, mostly because there isn't much to post. I am still looking for a job, and have been busy with D16 and talking with friends. This is H's weekend with D16, and it has become commonplace that he now stays here on these weekends. My in-laws have just laid down the law that having D16 at their house on his weekends is not fair to them, as they want D16 to be there grandparent time. So, here we are. He comes and stays in the guest bedroom. I do my own thing and they do theirs, though we do eat meals together and sometimes watch TV together. At first this created anxiety, but I am getting use to it. H and I interact as if we are just friends and he is here visiting. Thankfully, tonight they went to a sectional bball game and tomorrow I will be gone all day to a scrapbooking event. I have some things planned for myself on Sunday, and I am not sure what they are planning. I guess it is a two-edge sword, one, to show unconditional love to H and for him to see my changes, two H and D16 don't really get to see what it is like on your own.
Okay, I guess I just needed to journal some.
Blessings!
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.
