Thank you, i do need to come back down to earth i guess, was so close and blew it, but thinkng about it had she not told me then it would have come out eventually but under what circumstances i wonder. We have no contact now just the odd text to do with kids, next weekend is my grandaughters birthday party, wife will be there, not lookng forward to that. My eldest daughter who is 100% behind my wife actually told her she shouldnt stay with me and be loving when she is seeing another man, its wrong, i was shocked at that. Well its the weekend, and yes my mind is wondering if she is with him, i need to get a grip, and do as you say, so painful knowing last week we were so close.....kevc
