Just a quick update...had a really great night with h. It was so good to spend have a date with him! I told him "thank you for our date" after the niht was over but the "thank you" part seemed a bit weird to him? PIB, I'll take your suggestion and say something more like:"I really enjoyed our time together".
He was very excited to see me when I got home. Gave me a giant, passionate kiss and then commented that he hasn't been able to do that in a while (sickness!). We went to dinner...couldn't go to the place we wanted but we rallied and went someplace else. Good conversation all around...he's talking about looking into a part time job/summer thing. That would be SO GREAT for a bunch of reasons...get him out there doing the "Law thang" and also I think it would really ease my mind (and his?) about $$$.
Went to see "It's a Wonderful Life" -- it's starting to become a tradition! Really enjoyed it...you know, the main character could have become a WAH if the angel hadn't come along!
Today is my last day at work until after the new year! I won't be posting as much for the next couple of weeks...and not at all from 12/26 - 12/30! We're heading to NYC.
other good stuff....h remains SO interested in talking with me about my job! Also...we're going to get some xmas shopping done together M/Tues....his interest and openness in doing that is a definite new twist...lots of + signs all around
Ellie...I really feel so different/much better in the last few days...I think you're right that at least part of my questioning/sadness/depression was in response to his pulling back due to illness/stress of school. I'd like to be able to nip my reaction a bit more in the bud next time it comes around...guess I'll add it to my mental database!
Oh...got an A- in my other class so quite the successful semester!
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
