Recovering after a same sex affair - Part 3

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For those of you where your spouse moved out during a separation... Do you remember the night before? The day it happened? If you left, the feelings you had seeing your home in pieces?

This is just a very strange feeling. Thinking that this is the last night my home will really remain intact. I know that my W has been absent for a few months, but the rest of our home that we out together with love. With the exception of her dog, I guess everything is material.

Even the situation with dogs are getting me choked up. The dog I brought into our R stays. Her's goes. It is like splitting up two brothers. They are the best of friends.

I need to stay as confident and unemotional as I tried last Monday. IT will be difficult, though.

Tomorrow, I am taking my S with my mother who came in town to my sister's place for the day. I don't want to be near here. At least that way, my W won't see my emotion as she leaves.

Any suggestions on how to get through this? I am feeling so broken.