...the teacher appears

[sage]

180s? 180s? Geez Sage, do you mean you're going to turn back around into the pre-bomb Sage?

JK!!! I just think you put too much pressure on yourself! Not being IN your sitch, it's hard to see what 180s you could make!!

Shiny

So...it's more about personal 180s so I can kick myself in the butt on occasion...

I did implement a 180 today...

I got FULL FAT potato chips out of the machine instead of pretzels or eating my whole wheat crackers from home. Apparently 180 refers to my weight at the end of implementing all of this!!!

That's the kind of stuff I'm talking about...wearing a color I normally wouldn't, going to a movie/concert/class I wouldn't normally....maybe I should call it something else!

On another note...here's a thought I had today (post awesome morning phone call and date invite!):

I was thinking this morning that I think I might be missing a fundamental point with h...he VERY often responds positively to me when I let him know how much being with him means to me....lately I've been holding back on that (hell, since I started DB'ing!) because I know he's busy with school and illness...I actually wonder what might have happened if I had said to him...I would really love to be able to spend an hour with you of alone time...would you look at your schedule over the next day or two and let me know if you can fit that in?

Point is...I think sometimes my desire to "go with the flow" not only makes me a bit pent up (in terms of wanting to be with him) but may hide from him how important it is to me.

Sage