Rolling with the punches

[Redo]

Yea 2Step, with dentist, even facing the bill is one of my fears

Made a mistake and worked from home yesterday. When i do that i usually end up feeling quite down.

also started hearing news that W's cousins is getting married soon. I used to hang out with this guy. W had lot of cousins and i loved this little guy group. Just last year we hit some of the clubs for lil harmless fun during Halloween.
And now, not a single member of her family has ever called me. Its like i am radioactive. Either they just wanted to stay away from this awkwardness or i guess they bought into whatever W has been telling about me to the family. Since i did not have family here in US, i did adopt all of her family as my own. And now during these hard times i realize just what a fool i have been. My family is in all force trying to help me in whatever way they can. W's family, totally off contact.

When i think about this, just makes me sad as to how stupid was I to invest so much into them...