Piecing is almost harder than before #2...

[Harrier]

JTB. I noticed in your other thread you referenced a Social D song. You still into that band?

I'll admit it. Things are going good for the past week or so...and it is scaring the h-e-l-l out of me. My W has increased the physical affection by a small amounts and I know those are huge for her. I'm trying to be aware of that.
Part of it leaves me wanting a little more. But part of me wants to just take it slowly and not just get back into a rut. I'm glad we have and MC to help guide us to a great marriage again. Overall, I'm more optimistic than I've been in a long time and feel more secure. I guess I'm glad I don't feel 100% normal about things b/c that would probably mean I'm not really dealing things. I really want to say ILY to my wife, but the last time I did that was a fiasco, and I don't know if I can say it without expectations yet. Sigh.

I'm not really one to post song lyrics that remind me of our situations. But this one I couldn't resist. It's like the DB them song.

180
by Ridel High (kinda pop-punk)

I wanna be a lot better than
The way that I’ve always been
I know that I made mistakes
That might have cost the world to me

Maybe someday you will find
Everything that you left behind
Don’t measure up to me when
I turn myself around

I know that this might sound so crazy
I gunna do something for my lady
I’m gunna turn 180 (180)
180
Gunna turn 180

Wanna look up to myself
Instead of reaching our for help
I know I got a long way to go
Before I can help you too

Never thought that I’d hurt someone
That I loved more than anyone
I never realized what I’d done
Before it’s much too late

I know that this might sound so crazy
I gunna do something for my lady
I’m gunna turn 180 (180)
180
Gunna turn 180.
(bridge)
I know that this might sound so crazy
I gunna do something for my lady
I’m gunna turn 180 (180)
180
Gunna turn 180. (180)
180
Gunna turn 180
180
180