FOBD you are so right about going dark being hard. I wake up with anxiety every morning. I am holding strong, no contact in a couple of days. I am excited to get my D2 after work and head up north. I am meeting a few friends out tonight. She is never far from my mind but I keep her at bay tonight.
I pray everyday that her A is running its coarse. That the OM is beginning to show his flaws and the appeal is wearing off. When my W and I started dating, we had been together for 3 months. One night we were in bed at her place and just before we went to sleep, she turned to me and said "I love you." I told her the same. I think about this a lot bc she has been with OM for that long no. Has she told him the same??
