FOBD, You did GREAT man!! Its ok to feel bad after such a thing .... just don't wallow in it. You said the most important thing ... DB is working maybe .... but for certain it is making you feel better. That is a KEY benefit / side effect. Either way .... you'll be a better man for going through this. You can't control W ..... except by being the best FOBD that you can be.
B.I.T.S
Formerly known as onStepAtATime Me:31 W:31 T:13 yrs M:8 yrs D: 20 months ILYBNILWY: 9/22/10 "I want a separation" 1/05/11