i don't man i'm looking for the fork to stick in me because i'm feeling pretty frikken done.

thanks for your kindness though.

i'm just not feeling like its worth it any longer.

getting ready to throw in the towel

even though i was feeling pretty good earlier, hanging on her words like this really isnt healthy.

i'm starting to think i'd rather be stranded on an island where the boundaries are clear and limited, than forever lost in a boundless sea of hope

god how pathetic this feels to me right now.

nothing more to say

I am being the possibility of:

1) Integrity
2) Loving myself completely.
3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.

"It's do-able." What are the actions now?