Not sure if this is the right place for me

[lostmiss97]

Maybe my situation is hopeless. I guess I did it all wrong and made it worse. I shouldn't have been the one to file for divorce when I didn't want it... I was just doing what everyone told me was the best thing. I have nothing to stand on now. Just these feelings that won't go away. I've made changes, but they've gone unnoticed. I've gotten a life, but I think it's just seen as me moving on in his eyes. I think I'm just pining away at this point. I'm sure you guys are all busy, but I seem to be the only person posting on this thread. Maybe there is no help for me. Problem is, I don't know how to let him go... I don't really want to...