That little engine that will ...

[MeMyselfandI]

Just posting to journal/update. D called H last night and told me he was sleeping on the couch, wasn't feeling well. I think we are both coming down with the same thing and likely the 4 am night didn't help either one of us. Anyway, lots of communication today and some joking but not much flirting like the last couple of days. I admit to pulling back a bit and interestingly, he seemed to follow my lead. Anyway, most of the communication today was business things that we needed to get squared away and for a change, I had everything in order and ready for him to help with tax forms, etc. that we needed. I had gone to meet with accountant a while back just to make sure I had my ducks in a row so to speak and made copies of everything for H so he was also ready when tax time came. H always looked after this stuff so it certainly made things easy for him as with this being the first time we were filing separately, he didn't really know what forms and stuff were needed. H ended up coming by the house to sign off on the stuff he needed to sign. I had copies prepared for both of us and all sorted out so all he had to do was sign and he was good to go.

He thanked me, talked to D for a bit and I puttered around, setting my coffee for the morning, etc. He said good-bye to me and D, see ya tomorrow and went outside and visited S who was playing out there for a few minutes then he was off.

So, aside from feeling that I need to climb into bed early with some meds to try to lick this sickness before tomorrow, I'm feeling pretty good about things. Contact steady, last couple of days pretty heated and I think a cool off day today was just what the doctor ordered. I have given a passing thought that he may be teedering on another stint with OW but I can't control it if he does and if he does, it's something he needs to do to go through his process and I won't slow it down. In fact, I will not react at all aside from maybe a joke about the fact that I guess we can't be friends with benefits right now than LOL. One thing I should mention is that he tried to tell me he never slept with the OW and I laughed at him and told him I didn't need details on his intimate life. In the grand scheme of things, whether he did or didn't is really rather irrelevant to me.